"Everyone deserves the chance to fly"

31 March 2005

He-Man on DVD!!!!!!!!

BCI Eclipse announced yesterday that the company will bring He-Man and the Masters of the Universe and The New Adventures of He-Man to DVD, indicates Toon Zone. Through an agreement with Entertainment Rights, the owner of He-Man, BCI will release the series on DVD this July with a two-disc "Ten Best Episodes" DVD. Beginning this fall, multiple season box sets of He-Man episodes will also be released.

if you're happy and you know it clap your hands!!!!! :)

netflix

i love my TV shows... i can list at least 40 that i watch regularly. and now with the beauty of TV on dvd, and the geniuses at netflix i can watch my shows whenever i want!! it's cool cuz i can just queue them all up and wait for them to come to me! :) god bless DVD.

30 March 2005

LAUNCHcast is my new best friend!!

i've had a yahoo email address for a while now, but i just recently discovered that you can watch movie trailers on yahoo.com AND i JUST discovered LAUNCHcast!!! it's like radio, but with no commercials and it's on your computer!! i love it cuz i can listen to it while i check my email, surf the web, work on this blog!! it's amazing!! ok, most of you probably already know about it, but i'm slow when it comes to computer stuff :) what makes it a little cooler is that you can click on genres, artists and songs you like, and it customizes a radio station just for you!! so i never have to worry about hearing a song that i don't like!! here's a link to check it out if you are interested...

http://music.yahoo.com/

if you have a yahoo account already then you just have to sign in with your screenname, if you don't have a yahoo account then just create one, IT'S FREE!!!!! :) what's not to love!!

wow, i sound like a walking advertisement for yahoo, huh?? but i really am excited about my new discovery!! :)

29 March 2005

arnold and robert

ok everyone, check this out... it had me laughing for 10 mins! :) look at march 29.

http://myblogispoop.blogspot.com/

28 March 2005

brush your teeth!!!

not that i don't! i swear i do! honest!!

but i chipped a tooth when i first got my tongue ring cuz i bit down really hard on it by accident. anyway, now i have to get a root canal, a build-up and a crown AND i have to take anti-biotics for the infection and vicodin for the pain for 3 months which means no alcohol otherwise my liver will fail.

on top of this my dentist took x-rays and discovered that all four of my wisdom teeth are growing into the bone of my jaw, wheich means i gotta get all 4 pulled!

i hate the dentist to begin with and end up crying out of fear everytime i go in and sit in that god-forsaken chair while holding my stuffed bunny rabbit for comfort, so to go in this time and get all this information thrust upon me like a shit storm fu*ked up my day.

of course i still have the tongue ring even though my dentist suggested i get rid of it. i can't though, i feel like if i do, i'll be going through all this sh*t for nothing and that the ring will have won. i won't let it win!

when it rains it fu*king pours!

25 March 2005

2 out of 3 ain't bad...

getting drunk is fun. talking to your friends is fun. staying up until 5 in the morning is fun.

now i have found that you can combine any TWO of these activities and still have a really good time... (ie, getting drunk/with your friends, staying up till 5am/getting drunk, etc...) but when you combine all three it almost always spells bad news.

drunk dialing is the prime example of this, and i won't lie... i'm the king of it. the thing about drunk dialing is that the people you are calling are almost always asleep so you have to leave a message, that message in turn is something you say but don't really remember becasue that particular call was one person in a 12 person dialing rampage, AND the next day, you will always get the return phone call:

"hey"
"hey... you called me last night drunk"
"i did?? geez, what did i say?"
"oh, i saved the message"

OH, I SAVED THE MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!

it always happens! i have friends calling me playing me messages that i left them 3 YEARS ago!! and i'm a musical theatre major, so these aren't regular "hey, i'm drunk, where are you" messages... these are full on fu*king opperettas! i sing, i talk, i soliliquy, i do interpretive dances that i then describe in full detail.

i'm a goober.
i'm gonna go get lunch with my friend and tell him about this blog entry... he'll find it truthful, because he's one of the ones i call a lot :)

24 March 2005

what am i doing?

Current mood: pensive

"we are truely glad that you are here and we will do everything we can to make you want to come back again!"

the motto of PFChangs China Bistro... what am i doing?? i have this job as a server there at night so that i can meet agents, managers, go to auditions and fuel my career as an actor during the day. i've done tons of work, but nothing that's getting me any kind of SERIOUS recognition, which leads me to wonder... what is acting?? 95% of actors are actually servers or waiters so is "acting" pretending you like the table that you are serving?? pretending you give a rats ass about food that you've eaten so often, that you are now repulsed by the sight and smell of?? cuz if that's the case, i'm the best actor in the world.

23 March 2005

the games i play...

it's hard for me to make friends...

i think it's hard for a lot of people to make friends. it's not hard for me to talk to people... i can "talk" to almost anyone, AND find something interesting to talk to them about too. i can get people to "like" me in almost under 10 mins, which is not me boasting, but me stating a fact, which is why parents love me so much when i "go home to meet them". but here is my dilemma...

it's become a game for me...

my game is this: meet someone new at a wedding, at a party, at work... and get them to like me. start them in a conversation in which i can intelligently talk about something with them and then embellish on it so that they find me "completely interesting" and then leave them with something which is gonna make them remember me for a while afterwards. make them go home and tell their roommates, other friends, lovers about "...the most interesting person they met today who was just completely charming" and then i never see them again.

here is my problem though... i HAVE been seeing them again. and what starts out as a game for me, has now become reality for them, the conversation WE had is all they know about me and so when i see them again and they ask me how the astro-biology education is coming along i have to lie to them and tell them it's going great... i can't tell them the truth and admit that i made it all up, cuz then it would make them feel like they wasted all thier time talking to and about me and it would make them hate me for it, not to mention it would mean me losing "the game". AND, now that i've seen them once, i'm probably gonna see them again which means that i have to continue the lie.

i recently lost one of my best friends that way, because he found out the truth. and since i have VERY few friends to begin with, this loss was a huge blow for me. i tried to talk to him and tell him that i was sorry, but i think it's too late for that. you may be thinking that if our whole relationship and friendship was based on lies and deciet then he couldn't have been much of a friend to me, but he was... and now he's gone and i have no one. the thing is, once we started hanging out, i wanted to tell him the truth, but it became harder and harder the longer i put it off.

do i have a problem?? when you think you're never gonna see these people again, it's really all just for a joke, but when they take up residence in your life, it becomes a whole different game, and i'm not sure i know the rules or how to play. i don't know if i even like games anymore...

20 March 2005

my first blog!!

well... here it is my first blog. i guess i should write about the wedding i went to yesterday.

emily, my best friend from high school (and former college and post-college roommate) got married yesterday in solvang, CA. it's about a 2 hour drive north of where i live now. anyway... i took my current roommate and friend laura with me as my date cuz she is usually a cool person to party with and always takes care of me when i get trashed off my bottom! it was at a vineyard so we had free wine all night long and then free champagne and to top it all off, we stole a bottle of champagne to drink later which was exciting and fun and made me feel a little devilish ;)

there was a very cute server there named mike. laura and i both thought he seemed pretty cool so we talked to him a lot, and we were right, he is pretty cool :) i think i made a new friend :)

after the reception everybody went to this bar called mavericks where we all proceeded to drink more! FUN! and then i danced with a pretty well established actress who also happens to be emily's acting coach, we talked about movies all night long and then she gave me her home number! score! :) we invited mike to come along with us when he was done working but he started making excuses and stuff... ;) i think he was intimidated by my infinate wisdom and my huge brain waves :) if he reads this i'm sure he'll call me and cuss me out :)

anyway... we drove back to LA and now we are home safe, but i have a little bit of a headache and i also can't find the boxer briefs i was wearing, so i think i had a really fun time! :)